Midlife crisis

My dragon is a dick. He's driving me insane. The more I think about it, though, I feel like I should've seen this coming. Because I wanted to portray my dad as a dragon/monster, Guillermo seems to be portraying a dragon/monster. As this was an issue I didn't want to bring up, the fact that it's not turning out how I had meant him to are seeming obvious. I wanted him to portray a beautiful broken creature that was corrupting himself as he corrupted the individuals around him but he's turning out to be a broken creepy creature that doesn't have fire yet. I suppose we'll just have to see how this turns out...